1. |
Bad Luck
03:00
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Now I'm face down on the floor
Wondering what the fuck I said that for
Don't want to be your let down of the year
Verse I
You came through like wildfire
I guess I got too close
Felt the burns come up beside me
Had no where to go
I tried to keep my distance
Nothing seemed to work
I got drawn back to you
It's over again
Chorus
Keep telling myself one day
I'm gonna get this right
If you open up your eyes
Maybe I'll be something you like
I never say the right words
I'm never right on time
You can call it what you want
It's still just bad luck
Verse II
Never really paid any mind to someone like you before
Couldn't keep my eyes off of you
Had to pick my jaw up from the floor
Am I a fool for thinking maybe there's a chance
Got the nerve
Took a breath
But I end up empty handed
Chorus
Keep telling myself one day
I'm gonna get this right
If you open up your eyes
Maybe I'll be something you like
I never say the right words
I'm never right on time
You can call it what you want
It's still just bad luck
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2. |
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Verse I
It's getting harder just to sleep with one eye open
Every night
Every little noise we hear keeps us awake
They're hiding in the shadows
Mindless & hungry for our brains
Sleep with a shotgun by your side
Chorus
We better keep moving
We left our lives behind
Sharpen the blades
We didn't choose this life
Fight for our future
We have to survive
Just keep moving
We'll make it out alive
Verse II
Our numbers are cutting down
Each & every day
One by one
They'll pick us off while we sleep
Am I growing paranoid or is everyone losing their mind?
Should I end it all tonight or just survive?
Chorus
We better keep moving
We left our lives behind
Sharpen the blades
We didn't choose this life
Fight for our future
We have to survive
Just keep moving
We'll make it out alive
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3. |
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Verse I
Don't miss your train
You've only been here a week
You're heading back to the city
Leaving without me
I tried my best to keep composure
I don't think I can hold it in any longer
Pre Chorus
We are miles away
I guess that's how this stays
I hope you're doing fine without me
Chorus
I'm not the same as I was when I was 15
Things aren't the way they were when you first met me
That night at the movies you saw right through my shit
Fell for you without warning
Since then nothings been the same
Verse II
Can't get you out my head
There's so much that I should have done & should have said
I swear I'm trying my best
To make my life not so much of a mess
Pre Chorus
We are miles away
I guess that's how this stays
I hope you're doing fine without me
Chorus
I'm not the same as I was when I was 15
Things aren't the way they were when you first met me
That night at the movies you saw right through my shit
Fell for you without warning
Since then nothings been the same
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4. |
Meet Me on Brinley
02:59
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Verse I
Never lose these memories
Getting by we live life day by day
Those nights they never fade away
Won't forget the times we had
Remember when we pissed off my old man
We'll make tonight last forever
Chorus
Sleeping on the beach at night
Always our retreat it felt so right
We'll set this town ablaze tonight
Don't forget we only got one life
Those nights never broke by morning light
Let's set this town ablaze tonight
Verse II
At the boardwalk every single day
Every bench was a stage we had to play
We made our youth drag on & on
Hangin in the sun till it made us sick
I haven't been home since I don't know when
We made our youth drag on & on
Bridge
It all brings me back to the day that we first met
Sun was coming down on us
Salt breeze filled the air
I'm missing you like hell today
Nothing felt the same
Wondering where you might've been if I decided to stay
It's been a few long years & now I'm stuck here wondering
If every choice that I had ever made in life was a mistake
To everyone that I have ever met & the ones who couldn't stay
You taught me how to learn to let it go & throw the past away
Chorus
Sleeping on the beach at night
Always our retreat it felt so right
We'll set this town ablaze tonight
Don't forget we only got one life
Those nights never broke by morning light
Let's set this town ablaze tonight
Chorus II
Never will forget these nights
& the ones that made it in my life
We set that town ablaze so many times
Don't forget we only got one life
Those nights never broke by morning light
Let's set this town ablaze tonight
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5. |
Mourning Song 2016
03:10
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Verse I
I just self medicate myself
I didn't owe you anything
The words just escape me
When you come around
Everything you said was a lie
Can't stand the bullshit you say
Your time is bleeding me dry
Move on into another life
Verse II
Everyday my heart just gets worse
You're gone, it's just another verse
To keep myself from falling
I still hit the ground
Won't lie I miss how we were
Always fought, & still we made it through
Hang on to every word (You said you loved me)
Chorus
Can I let this go
You gave up hope
On everything we built here
I want to know
Is there still hope
This is my mourning song
Can I let you go
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6. |
Get Up
01:10
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This is the soundtrack to our lives
Put it on repeat until the morning light
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7. |
Catastrophe
02:22
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Verse I
Here I am
Sifting through sorrow
Waking up all alone
When you call
You bitch & you wallow
I never should've answered my phone
Pre Chorus
All the words you say are ringing in my head
I've said it once before I'm better off without you
Chorus
Right in front of me
I've been sleeping with the enemy
Don't know what I've been doing
Who I am or where I'm going
It's not hard to say
You're such a catastrophe
Don't know what I've been doing
Someone please just help me through this
Verse II
I tried to talk myself through this
I never really got things right
& I know you don't wanna hear it
I drink to get through the night
Pre Chorus
When I'm with you I think I'm better off dead
You make me wanna put a bullet in my head
Chorus
Right in front of me
I've been sleeping with the enemy
Don't know what I've been doing
Who I am or where I'm going
It's not hard to say
You're such a catastrophe
Don't know what I've been doing
Someone please just help me through this
Bridge
You're such a catrastrophe
Let's go
You're such a catastrophe
Chorus
Right in front of me
I've been sleeping with the enemy
Don't know what I've been doing
Who I am or where I'm going
It's not hard to say
You're such a catastrophe
Don't know what I've been doing
Someone please just help me through this
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8. |
Interlude
00:19
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9. |
Car Crashed Hearts 2013
03:19
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Verse I
So unsure about this from the start
So soon you said I had your heart
When it hit me, felt like my head went through the windshield of my car
You tried to justify your ways
Fell in love with me on our first date
No one could have warned me
For what would happen next
Chorus
You said that this was real
I didn't know how to feel
Was there anything left to say
The day I walked away
I tasted blood in my mouth
From your kiss like razorblades
Post
Wasn't ready from the start
I'll break your car crashed heart
Verse II
Breaking my neck to make sure you were gone
I swear I didn't wanna lead you on
I tried to leave, felt like you cut the breaks on my car
Never thought we wouldn't make it this far
Should've listened to my friends from the start
When you said you weren't crazy
I said I'm only gonna break your heart
Chorus
You said that this was real
I didn't know how to feel
Was there anything left to say
The day I walked away
I tasted blood in my mouth
From your kiss like razorblades
Bridge
Wasn't ready from the start
I'll break your car crashed heart
The day I walked away I tasted blood in my mouth
From your kiss like razorblades
Chorus
You said that this was real
I didn't know how to feel
Was there anything left to say
The day I walked away
I tasted blood in my mouth
From your kiss like razorblades
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10. |
Can You Not?
01:45
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Verse I
Lemme tell you about a girl I know
I only just met her about an hour ago
She's got hazel eyes, legs for days
She makes my heart go wild
If I had the guts to ask her out
I'm hoping that I don't strike out
Pre Chorus
If she says yes I'll have to clean out my car
Overthinking is what I do best by far
Chorus
She's crazy, & amazing
I really hope that she will date me
We'll get sushi
See a movie
Lay around be straight up lazy
I really hope she noticed me
Maybe see me some day on tv
She's crazy & amazing
I really hope that she will date me
Verse II
So I asked for her number
We'll hang out this summer
We'll find out
What this chick is all about
Maybe she'll dig me
I guess I'll just wait & see
Pre Chorus
Catch her out on a Friday night
Hanging out with the girls
Man, this feels just right
Chorus
She's crazy, & amazing
I really hope that she will date me
We'll get sushi
See a movie
Lay around be straight up lazy
I really hope she noticed me
Maybe see me some day on tv
She's crazy & amazing
I really hope that she will date me
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11. |
Valentine
02:17
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Verse I
I got some bad news for ya
Things ain't the way they used to be
I let myself get out of hand
Started singing in a fucking band
There's no change in my pockets
But I swear I'll still be smiling
I'm half way to getting it right
Here's your valentine
Chorus
Last chance Let's dance
Like it's the last night of our lives
Getting crazy till the sun comes up
You know that we ain't had enough
Verse II
Brace yourself for impact
I won't go down without a fight
If I said there's no tomorrow
Would you still just bitch & wallow?
Why stair out the window
Pack your shit up hit the west coast
There's something worse outside
Reach for more than what's in sight
Chorus
Last chance Let's dance
Like it's the last night of our lives
Getting crazy till the sun comes up
You know that we ain't had enough
Bridge
Second chances are overrated
Keep chasing aspirations
Won't quit until I'm dead
I'm guilty for punishment
Let your guard down
It's not a compliment
Forced favors
I'm fucking over it
Chorus
Last chance Let's dance
Like it's the last night of our lives
Getting crazy till the sun comes up
You know that we ain't had enough
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12. |
Mess at Best
02:47
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Verse I
Welcome to the class
Let me begin
Show you how we got to this
Rule number 1 don't get caught jerking off
At your job or in your car
My neighbor Jeff he'll call the cops
He's 96 & works for the town
Chorus
I know I said I would get my head on
Bad habits make the best of friends
Things never change, old dogs can't learn new tricks
I am just a mess at best
Verse II
Open up your ears I got a lot to say
Little Terry the other day
He ate his gum right off the sidewalk
I'll tell you this when you're me
You'll see a lot of fucked up shit
When you're 38 living in your mom's basement
Chorus
I know I said I would get my head on
Bad habits make the best of friends
Things never change, old dogs can't learn new tricks
I am just a mess at best
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13. |
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Verse I
She said you're not listening
Like talking to nothing
You said you'd be here more
I might as well walk out of the door
You have your music
You left me with nothing
I know that you're trying
She can't stop crying
Pre Chorus
If this what it is why does it hurt so much?
You can settle but I won't be your crutch
Chorus
I hung my insides to dry
In the kitchen window
It's all I can do
If it meant so much to you
Why don't you tell me?
It's all I can do now
Verse II
What's the point that I'm making?
My hands can't stop shaking
I still write these sad songs
I can't hold on long
You never told me if this could be something
She said "Here we go" again
Never says what this is
Pre Chorus
If this what it is why does it hurt so much?
You can settle but I won't be your crutch
Chorus
I hung my insides to dry
In the kitchen window
It's all I can do
If it meant so much to you
Why don't you tell me?
It's all I can do now
Bridge
I can't hold on anymore
I can't hold on till you tell me what you're thinking
Chorus
I hung my insides to dry
In the kitchen window
It's all I can do
If it meant so much to you
Then fucking tell me?
It's all I can do now
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14. |
Something Better 2018
02:46
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Verse I
Don't miss your train
You've only been here a week
You're heading back to the city
Leaving without me
I tried my best to keep composure
I don't think I can hold it in any longer
Pre Chorus
We are miles away
I guess that's how this stays
I hope you're doing fine without me
Chorus
I'm not the same as I was when I was 15
Things aren't the way they were when you first met me
That night at the movies you saw right through my shit
Fell for you without warning
Since then nothings been the same
Verse II
Can't get you out my head
There's so much that I should have done & should have said
I swear I'm trying my best
To make my life not so much of a mess
Pre Chorus
We are miles away
I guess that's how this stays
I hope you're doing fine without me
Chorus
I'm not the same as I was when I was 15
Things aren't the way they were when you first met me
That night at the movies you saw right through my shit
Fell for you without warning
Since then nothings been the same
Bridge
Stay with me
Chorus
I'm not the same as I was when I was 15
Things aren't the way they were when you first met me
That night at the movies you saw right through my shit
Fell for you without warning
Since then nothings been the same
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15. |
Empty Parking Lot
02:32
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Verse I
You made your point
When you closed my car door
Left me there to face the blame
Of all my dumb fucking decisions
Can't explain what made me think
This was such a good idea
I know you don't believe it
I'm miserable without you here
Chorus
I won't leave you stranded in an empty parking lot
If you just gave me a second
I swear I'll make this up to you
For putting up with all my shit
I know you're sick of it
We both know I was wrong
Verse II
If I could just put my finger on it
I could help what comes next
You don't need to shut me out
That's the way it always is
Missed the point of what you were saying
When you said what you did
I can be such an asshole
It's something I regret
Chorus
I won't leave you stranded in an empty parking lot
If you just gave me a second
I swear I'll make this up to you
For putting up with all my shit
I know you're sick of it
We both know I was wrong
Bridge
This mess I always seem to make
I don't mean to complicate
Things between us
I always have the best of intentions
But I'm still here wide awake
Writing songs at 3 A.M.
I hope you hear em
Maybe you won't regret it
Chorus
I won't leave you stranded in an empty parking lot
If you just gave me a second
I swear I'll make this up to you
For putting up with all my shit
I know you're sick of it
We both know I was wrong
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16. |
East Coast Bombshell
04:21
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17. |
52 Weeks
03:55
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18. |
Mourning Song - Acoustic
03:29
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20. |
52 Weeks Acoustic Demo
05:00
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